toning and flexing
It had been a very long time since I hit the streets to photograph just for the sake of practice and play. I must admit, New York City lost its luster for me long ago, and I have been envious of other photographers who can still find the magic in the nooks and crannies of this colossal beast. But in an effort to connect with a friend, and to connect with other parts of myself, I sent myself on a little adventure and woke up the creative being who's been hiding in comfortable work.
I spent many years living and working in New York City, twelve of which were as a professional dog walker. I was out and about and in the thick of it, and it was that profession that lead me back to me true calling. I didn't count the miles, but at 8 hours a day, 5 times a week, you can bet your ass that I saw A LOT of New York City. I truly lived it. Something happens when you spend so much time in one place...you lose that mindful muscle that tells you to look up...to check things out...to get closer. You just scurry through your day and clamber to get home. Familiarity breeds contempt.
becoming a beginner again
Making the time to see a familiar place with a beginner's eyes is essential to keeping my creativity alive. When I lose myself in a few hours with no other purpose than to observe, I remember the reason that I picked up a camera in the first place. Street Photography is one of the most difficult genres: asking strangers for permission to photograph them, catching just the right moments and finding interesting lighting...being unique...being patient...being fast and accurate. No do-overs. It's a mindfulness exercise like no other. One must be present, engaged and aware. And resilient.
Since I arrived in December of 2000, the city has changed - but in other ways it has stayed exactly the same. I find both comfort and exasperation in its ebbs and flows.
We definitely have a love/hate relationship. I'm thankful to know the city so well, and that I can still find things there that captivate and inspire me.
If I can make it there, I'll make it anywhere. : )
